I wish I were the kind of person....

who could be okay with clutter, disorganization, and chaos. I wish my house could be clean but not perfect without me feeling panicky. Our house is one story with a very open floor plan, meaning that there are things from the boys' room out in the main living area most of the time. The kitchen/dining/living rooms all flow into each other, meaning that if someone drops by, chances are they will see a yogurt mess on the dining room table when they walk in.

Why can't I be ok with that? I have 3 kids under 4. My house is not dirty. Why can't I be ok with a few things laying around?????

I wish I could just be happy playing with my kids and holding sweet Leah in a not perfect house.